I’ve been pretty busy the last few weeks. Working every hour and living each day with new enthusiasm and the feeling I’m pushing forwards and making progress is fantastic.
But it doesn’t half create a lot of mess.
I’ve been spending my time getting on and doing, rather than organising and tidying. As a result I now can’t move from one room to another in my flat without stepping over something, be it gymnastics equipment or paperwork, forever products or clothes and personal possessions. And don’t even go near the kitchen.
Its kinda a catch 22 – I need my place clean, tidy and organised to work and live well. Yet if I stop riding the momentum and focus I have now to tidy, it will take ages, I’ll get behind and maybe lose that edge I have right now.
I’m coming round to the idea that this workload isn’t just a phase. This may be my life for the foreseeable future if I want to achieve what I want. I really need to get organised.
So that was my aim for today. I started clearing out my office, organising my forever records and all that other dull yet necessary stuff. Thing is now I’m out of time and the place actually looks WORSE!
Tomorrow morning I have a cleaning company coming round to quote for regular cleaning (this was meant to be a bit of a visualisation exercise, I don’t have the money but wanted to make enquiries to help make this happen one day, however now I may be conceding defeat). What are they going to think?!
I *should* have finished tidying but ended up working on my dream book instead. Time well spent or not seeing as now i’ll have to be up at silly AM to launch an assault on the washing up…..?