However it’s not over yet!!!
I’ve been having a tough week. Struggling with my energy levels, not feeling well and (by my own standards) failing at fitting everything in (even though I’ve been working non-stop).
At the weekend was the second part of the Go Soaring course which was awesome. Left feeling buoyant (even more than my last flying blog post!). However since then, that feeling has been lacking.
I’ve been hearing stories all week from those also on the Go Soaring course about how great their weeks are, how much they have been getting on with and achieving and all I can feel is how I’m being left behind. I am pleased for them and usually these stories would be motivating, but this week when my energy levels are low it’s just making me feel despondent. Like I’m not one of them. Like I’ll go back to my ‘previous life.’
A theme of this blog has been celebrating (or rather my issues with it!). My last blog was full of celebrations and things I achieved only a few days ago – yet until I re-read it this morning, I had totally forgotten all of this!
If there’s one thing I have learnt, it’s that I’m in charge. So this lack of energy and motivation ends now. The three day headache I’ve had – finally took a painkiller. My mental schedule – I’m embracing it. Motivation – had a browse through my dream book (which needs more work, argh another thing to fit in). Energy levels – more difficult when you have a dodgy thyroid, at least tesco delivered my shopping last night so fruit and veg will again become my friends.
This is tough. I’ll get there but I’m not quite sure how right now…. Any help?